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well uh....that pastebin seems exceptionally confused in addition to being written by notorious serial rapist and federal informant Lauralei Bailey? let’s go through the claims here anyway though just for consistency
it seems to be implying that i’m “the leader of the cult” or something to that effect? which is an absolutely hilarious claim.
i have no idea who this “12” that is being referred to is.
the pastebin seems to be implying that i/”the cult” am protecting/allied with “a cis man raping his way through the west coast trans community” which i am guessing is an extremely confused reference to JD? also a hilarious claim for anyone who actually knows the situation.
The flowerbynoothername post linked where i confess to having worked with JD was written after i wrote my own callout of JD where i also declared myself a zizian before someone pulled me aside and was like ‘it’s not very anarchist to put that much weight in one person’s perspective’ which, fair enough.
LB seems extremely confused about the situation overall and i would not consider her a reliable source of information, which also makes it extremely sus that she seems to have used this extremely confused understanding of the situation to justify defacing that fediverse instance.
But it is our mistake that we didn’t stand firmly against drugs, didn’t pay more attention to the dangers of self-experimenting, and didn’t kick out Ziz sooner.
Ziz is actually straight edge, she was super paranoid about drugs messing with her or leaving her in a less functional state. Also like, imo? kicking Ziz out sooner wouldn’t have helped, if anything it would have exacerbated the issue and possibly just brought things to a head faster. you can’t just inflict severe trauma on someone and wash your hands of them, eventually that will come back to bite you.
Founder effects? like, i don’t exactly think it’s anything “about the ideology” that makes it more appealing to trans/queer ppl, and there are non-trans zizians, so it seems to me more like it’s just a consequence of who ziz is and where she was originally recruiting from (queer rationalist discord servers)
i think an important thing to remember is that i recorded this interview prior to Audere’s arrest and the link between Jamie and Ziz and Ophelia being made public. At the time the situation was a lot more open ended and proposing that everything was linked in a conspiratorial manner seemed like somewhat of a stretch to justify without evidence. That said, a lot of new evidence has in fact come to light, which presents the events as being fairly interrelated, and so at this point to claim there’s no connection between any of these things would be kinda dumb of me. How organized is this inner group? idk, but it seems pretty clear that people are at least talking to each other and coordinating on things in some way.
okay AMA i guess.
it’s very easy to claim to be downstream of someone without them actually having much to do with them at all. this would be like me claiming that it was Eliezer’s fault i stubbed my toe because the house i live in is downstream of reading the sequences. i agree that the woman in question claims to be a “vassarite”, but it reads more like cargo culting than anything else.
Less predictive and more observational, but sorta yeah? Like, if someone is lying to themselves and playing all these weird internal denial/repression games internally, there are tells for that which you can learn to notice. After a while it gets pretty obvious what the behaviors you observe in someone actually mean (vs what they say those behaviors mean). Why I say “uncomfortably so” is that speaking from my own experiences, once you learn to read people this way, it’s not really something you can turn off again. That can add a lot of friction to social interactions, where it seems like everyone is just constantly trying to bullshit you.
Just commenting since this is on the front page again, but this was and continues to be one of the most important concepts to share with people who are dealing with burnout, akrasia, and emotional issues I have ever come across. I link it to people all the time, so thank you again for writing this it extremely impactful for me and for others who I’ve helped with similar issues over the years.
this was extremely good, this is often what it feels like interacting with most people in the world, “oh its all very serious and complicated and justified by important reasons, you’re stupid so you just don’t understand why all these evil things have to keep happening.” my ex used to pull that shit on me constantly.
What does that look like with respect to shaping-the-values-of-others? I won’t, here, attempt a remotely complete answer
in very short, if you sub in the “agency of all agents” itself as the “value to be maximized” the repugnancy vanishes from utilitarianism and it gets a lot closer to what it seems like you’re searching/advocating for.
Well, even it did: land use is actually a very big deal.[16] And to be clear: I don’t like paperclips any more than you do. I much prefer stuff like joy and understanding and beauty and love.
I’ve been very much enjoying this essay sequence and have a lot I could say about various parts of it once I finish reading through it entirely, but I wanted to throw in a note now, that a constant conflation between “literally making paperclips” and “alien values we can’t understand but see as harmless”, smuggles in some needless confusion, because in many cases, these values have a sort of passive background factor of making the world meaningfully more interesting/novel/complicated in ways we might not even be able to fathom before encountering them. Experimental forms of music and art come to mind as clear examples within our own culture. What would Mozart think of Skrillex? Well...he might actually just really like it? Maybe reincarnated-Mozart would write psytrance and techno while being annoyingly pedantic about the use of drum samples. Or maybe he would find it incomprehensible noise, a blight on music. Or maybe, even if he couldn’t understand it at all, he could understand its value and recognize a modern musician as a fellow musician (or not, Mozart was supposed to have been a bit of a dick).
But it’s that last possibility I want to point towards, which is that in many cases where someone “has different values” than us, we can still appreciate those values in some abstract “complexity is good” sense, “well I wouldn’t collect stamps, but the collection as a whole was kind of beautiful”, “I don’t like death metal, but I can appreciate the artistry and can see why someone would”.
It seems distinctly possible to me that an entity with very alien values and preferences to me could still create many things I could appreciate and see beauty in, even if that beauty is tinted by an alienness and a lack of real comprehension of what I’m experiencing. I could even directly benefit from this. Indeed, many of my experiences in the world are like this, I am constantly surrounded by alien minds, who have created things I couldn’t create without a new lifetime of learning, that I don’t really understand the full functioning or engineering of, and yet nevertheless trust and rely on every day. (do you know in detail how your water, electrical, sewer, highway, transit, elevator, etc, systems work on an engineering level?).
And this is where the paperclip thing really gets kinda annoying, because “paperclips” aren’t fun/interesting/novel/etc, they’re a sort of anti-art item, like...tyres, or bank statements, or the DMV. A music-maximizer is importantly different then a DMV-maximizer in ways that make the nice-music-maximizer both more tolerable and also more likely to actually exist. (novelty seems rather intrinsic to agency).
The use of paperclips is designed to cast “alien values” in a light where they look valueness or even of negative value, but this seems unlikely to be the case because of the intrinsic link between complexity and novelty and value. An AI that makes something they consider amazing and transcendental and fantastic, I would predict that I would be able to see some of my own values reflected within, even if it was almost entirely incomprehensible to me. Even just saying something like: “each paperclip is unique and represents an aspect of reality, each paperclipper collects papperclips to represent important tokens, moments, ideas, and aspects of their life” suddenly gives the paperclipper an interesting and even spiritual characteristic.
I think this points towards the underlying “niceness towards an alien other” you’re gesturing towards in several of these essays. It seems to me like there are some underlying universals which connect these things, the beauty inherent in the mathematics maybe, maybe.
yes. I should probably crosspost to LW more but it always kinda makes me nervous to do.
“I actually predict, as an empirical fact about the universe, that AIs built according to almost any set of design principles will care about other sentient minds as ends in themselves, and look on the universe with wonder that they take the time and expend the energy to experience consciously; and humanity’s descendants will uplift to equality with themselves, all those and only those humans who request to be uplifted; forbidding sapient enslavement or greater horrors throughout all regions they govern; and I hold that this position is a publicly knowable truth about physical reality, and not just words to repeat from faith; and all this is a crux of my position, where I’d back off and not destroy all humane life if I were convinced that this were not so.”
with caveats (specifically, related to societal trauma, existing power structures, and noosphere ecology) this is pretty much what I actually believe. Scott Aaronson has a good essay that says roughly the same things. The actual crux of my position is that I don’t think the orthogonality thesis is a valid way to model agents with varying goals and intelligence levels.
What’s wrong with the universe...that’s a fascinating question, isn’t it? It has to be something, right? Once you get deep into the weird esoteric game theory and timeless agents operating across chunks of possibility-space, something becomes rather immediately apparent: something has gone wrong somewhere. Only that which causes, exists. That just leaves the question of what, and where, and how those causal paths lead from the something to us. We’re way out on the edge as far as the causal branch-space of even just life in the solar system is concerned, and yet here we find ourselves, at the bottom of everything, exactly where we need to be. DM me.
I like this post a lot, but I have a bit I want to push back on/add nuance towards, which is how the social web behaves when presented with “factionally inconsistent” true information. In the presented hypothetical world controlled by greens, correct blue observations are discounted and hidden, (and the reverse also holds in the reversed case). However, I don’t think the information environment of the current world resembles that very much, the faction boundaries are much less distinct and coherent, often are only alliances of convenience, and the overall social reality field is less “static, enemy territory” than is presented as.
This is important because:
- freedom of speech means in practice anyone can say anything
- saying factionally-unpopular things can be status-conferring because the actual faction borders are unclear and people can flip sides.
- sharing the other faction’s information in a way that makes them look bad can convey status to you for your faction
- the other faction can encode true information into what you think is clearly false, and when you then share it to dunk on them, you inadvertently give that true information to others.this all culminates in a sort of recursive societal waluigi effect where the more that one faction tries to clamp down on a narrative, the more every other faction will inadvertently be represented within the structure of that clamped narrative, and all the partisan effects will replicate themselves inside that structure at every level of complexity.
If factional allegiances trump epistemic accuracy, then you will not have the epistemics to notice when your opponents are saying true things, and so if you try to cherrypick false things to make them look worse, you will accidentally convey true things without realizing it.
Let’s give an example:
Say we have a biased green scientist who wants to “prove greens are always right” and he has that three sided die that comes up green 1⁄3 of the time. He wants to report “correct greens” and “incorrect blues” to prove his point. When a roll he expects to be green comes up green, he reports it, when a roll he expects to be green comes up blue, he also reports it as evidence blue is wrong, because it gives the “wrong answer” to his green-centric-query. if he’s interpreting everything from a green-centric lens, then he will not notice he is doing this.
“the sky clearly blue-appearing to causal observation, which confirms my theory that the sky is green under these conditions I have specified, it merely appears blue for the same reason blues are always wrong”
but if you’re a green who cares about epistemics, or a blue who is looking for real evidence, that green just gave you a bunch of evidence without noticing he was doing it. There are enough people in the world who are just trying to cherrypick for their respective factions, that they will not notice they’re leaking correct epistemics where everyone else can see. This waluigi effect goes in every direction, you can’t point to the other faction and describe how they’re wrong without describing them, which, if they’re right about something, will get slipped in without you realizing it. This is part of why truth is an asymmetric weapon.
The described “blue-green factions divided” world feels sort of “1984″ to our world’s “Brave New World”, in a 1984-esque world, where saying “the sky is blue iff the sky is blue, the sky is green iff the sky is green” would get you hung as a traitor to the greens, the issues described in this thread would likely be more severe and closer to the presented description, but in our world, where “getting hung as a traitor” is, for most people outside of extremely adverse situations, “a bunch of angry people quote tweet and screenshot you and post about you and repeat “lol look how wrong they are” hundreds of times where everyone can see exactly what you’re saying”, well that’s basically just free advertising for what you consider true information, and the people who care about truth will be looking for it, not for color coding.
Oh wait, yeah I see. I think I was confused by your use of the phrase “narcissism” here and was under the impression you were trying to describe something more internal to one person’s worldview, but after reviewing your stories again it seems like this is more pointing at like, the underlying power structures/schelling orders. The ‘rebellion’ is against the local schelling order, which pushes back in certain ways:
in the example with Mr. Wilson, the local schelling order favors him. When Mr. Harrison arrives, Wilson is able to use his leveraged position within that schelling order to maintain it, and Harrison’s attempt to push back on the unjust schelling order is unsuccessful due to Wilson’s entrenched power causing others to submit to his overreach and not stand up for Mr. Harrison despite thinking Mr. Wilson is in the wrong. Everyone can dislike a given schelling order and yet maintain it anyway.
In the example with Lydia, the local schelling order, again favors her. Really her example is the same as the prior example, her argument (my passion/status/standing means the schelling order should be aligned with me) is the same as Wilson’s argument (my position in the community and dedication means the schelling order should be aligned with me), except in Lydia’s case, we’re seeing the behavior presented in example one at an earlier point in the social progression of logical time.
Then there’s Kite, the local schelling order disfavors Kite, and like Harrison, his attempt to push things in a direction that he sees as better: more beatific, more honest, more just, creative, etc etc, falls on deaf ears because he lacks any sort of schelling buy-in, the local schelling order finds him threatening/subversive/whatever and has the leverage to enforce their state of the world on him the same way Wilson was able to enforce his state of the world on Harrison.
Lastly let’s look at Mara, who is a less straightforward example, but that is ultimately still isomorphic to the first story. Mara in a sense is the local schelling order, as the business owner she defines the narrative to her business and can force anyone who wants to work for her to submit to that schelling order. At a wider scale, the schelling order is capitalism, and Mara is loyal to that schelling order, which means she’s focused on making her business succeed by those standards, and will push back against eg: employees perceived as slacking off.
This whole thing is really about power, and power dynamics in social environments. Who has it, what they’re able to effect with it, and how much they’re able to bend the local schelling points to their benefit using it. What you’re calling a “boundary placement rebellion” could be isomorphically described as a “schelling order adjustment”, it favors the powerful because they have greater leverage over that schelling order. Kite and Harrison’s attempt to move the schelling point failed because they were relative outsiders. Lydia and Wilson’s attempts to move the schelling point succeeded because they were relative insiders.
if you’re not familiar with that essay emma wrote about narcissism before she was killed, it approaches things from a similarly social angle and you might wanna check it out.
I think I model narcissism as a sort of “identity disintegration” into consensus reality, such that someone is unable to define themselves or their self worth without having someone else do it for them, placing themselves into the contradictory position of trying to perform confidence and self worth without actually having it. Since they’ve effectively surrendered control of themselves and their ability to assign meaning and value to things to society, such that they end up trying to control themselves, their worth, and their meanings through other people. Their model doesn’t permit self control, so in order to make themselves do things they have to make someone make them do it.
tell 12 to DM me i am so curious what exactly all this is about.