Thanks for the clarifications.
Honestly, I don’t have a clear picture of what exactly you’re saying (“qualia supervene upon physical brain states”?) and we would probably have to taboo half the dictionary to make any progress. I get the sense you’re on some level confused or uncomfortable with the idea of pure reductionism. The only thing I can say is that what you write about this topic has a lot of surface level similarities with the things people write when they’re confused.
As far as I can tell you identify two options: 1) continue doing the PhD you don’t really enjoy 2) get a job you won’t really enjoy.
Surely you have more options!
3) You can just do a PhD in theoretical computer vision at a different university.
4) You can work 2 days a week at a company and do your research at home for the remaining 4 days
5) Become unemployed and focus on your research full time
6) Save some money and then move to Asia, South America or any other place with very low cost of living so you can do a few years of research full time.
7) Join a startup company that is doing groundbreaking computer vision work
8) See if there is something else that you can be passionate about and do that.
Life’s too short to do something you don’t enjoy and you’re now at a point in your life where the decisions you make are going to have real consequences. So do some soul searching and figure out what you really want and then figure out what you have to do to make it happen. That’s life 101.
When you’re spending the majority of your time doing something you don’t really enjoy you have a big problem. This is the only life you have and it’s easy to waste it 5 years at the time! Maybe your true dream is to work on the next Pixar movie, or to design special effects for the next CGI blockbuster! But if you aren’t going to explore your options seriously you’re not going to find out what you really want to do in life. If, on the other hand, you’re absolutely sure you want to do theoretical computer vision research, then JUST DO THAT. There are thousands of universities with good computer vision departments. So unless you got a 1000 rejection letters on your desk you haven’t even seriously explored your options yet.
(PS: Forget about doing research in the evenings after you get home from a day job. It doesn’t work. Many people do this and then they figure out that after a full day’s work you don’t have the energy anymore to do really difficult stuff. Your lifestyle will change and you’ll grow dependent on your job. Then as you get older you’ll look back and call it a “silly dream” and wisely observe that you have to make compromises in life and that your ability to compromise on what you want makes you a responsible adult.)
(PPS: I’m trying to convey that being unhappy with your job should trigger “hair on fire” like panic.)