I just did some journaling. Like, old school pen-and-paper journaling. I even went to an out-of-the-way sitting area on my apartment complex’s second floor that I tend to go to for quiet analog stuff.
It’s been a while since I did pen-and-paper journaling. I was struck by how slow it was. Like, when I rub the pen against the paper, it produces words, but that process just happens a lot more slowly than I’m used to. When I type on my laptop the words get printed so much faster, and I spent such a large percentage of my time typing.
I think there are pros and cons to the slowness. To, er, thinking fast and slow. When I write slowly, I also think more slowly. As I rub the pen against the paper, outlining a specific thought, my mind can’t quite race onwards to the next thought.
Again, there are pros and cons to this. I’m not quite sure what they all are or what the cost-benefit calculus says. I’m sure it depends on the situation. My gut says slowness is often worthwhile though. That you should spend X% of your time thinking slowly, where X isn’t some negligible number like 1. It’s a meaningfully large number, like, I dunno, at least 20?
I know I fall hilariously below this bar.
One thing I realized when I was journaling is how much of my public writing is, in large part, advice to myself.
The other day I pitched my apartment’s manager on a funny, half-serious idea.
My grandma lives in an elderly community… and the elevator in her building has a bench! It’s the greatest thing in the world. I never knew I wanted a bench so badly when I’m in the elevator, but being able to lay down some packages or just take a seat is awesome. So I mentioned this to my apartment’s manager and joked that maybe we should get a bench for the elevator in our building.
She laughed. She kinda shrugged, thinking that it could actually be convenient. Residents might like it.
But then her mind went to a place that my mind hadn’t. She started wondering about all of the dumb things residents might do if there was a bench and how it could lead to management getting sued. Maybe someone stands on it and falls? Maybe it violates some code?
It’s sad that she has to think this way, but it is also wise of her to think that way. You can’t just get excited about the benefits that a new tool will bring, you have to consider the costs as well. You can’t just think about capabilities, you have to also consider alignment.