Is it a bad idea to pay for GPT-4?

I don’t want to accelerate an arms race, and paying for access to GPT seems like a perfect way to be a raindrop in a dangerous flood. My current idea is to pay an equal amount monthly to Miri. I’ll view it as the price being $40 per month with half going to AI safety research.

Is this indefensible? Let me know. GPT-4 is very useful to me personally and professionally, and familiarity of language models will also be useful if I have enough time to transition into an AI safety career, which I am strongly considering.

If it is a good idea, should we promote the offsetting strategy among people who are similarly conflicted?