A Brief Proof That You Are Every Conscious Thing

Know thyself—Oracle of Delphi

Imagine that you wake up and learn that this awakening was the result of one of two alternative ‘awakening games’ having been played.

In the ‘hard game’ you would have been awakened only if a fair coin that was flipped a thousand times happened to have matched precisely in its pattern of heads and tails a list of one thousand words—each being either ‘heads’ or ‘tails’—that had been assigned to you as a kind of security code. If even one coin flip had not corresponded to your list, you would have stayed sleeping forever.

In the alternative ‘easy game’, although the same coin was flipped, there was no list assigned to you and you were simply sure to be awakened without the coin’s pattern of heads and tails mattering at all.

You must infer that it is enormously more probable that your awakening had not depended on the absurdly improbable matching that was required by the hard game.

In the area of thinking about personal identity, there is also a hard game and an easy game.

The hard game—the usual view of personal identity—requires for your existence that, in your begetting and the begetting of each of your ancestors, just the one sperm cell crucial for your eventual emergence (out of something like two hundred million sperm cells competing in each begetting) was the one that got to the egg first each and every time. If in even one of those numberless begettings a different sperm cell had made it first to the egg, you would have been excluded forever from existing in the usual view.

The only easy game regarding personal identity is the view I call ‘universalism’, in which you would have existed no matter which sperm cells hit which eggs for the sole reason that an experience being yours only ever requires that the style of the experience be first-person, like the style of the experience that you know to be yours right now. So, since all consciousness is first-person in style, all consciousness is equally yours; but in each conscious thing it naturally misleadingly feels as though only this one thing’s experience is yours—as though the cut-off? experience of the other conscious things is not also yours. (Universalism says it feels like this merely because the experience in each conscious thing is cut off from the others. But the ordinary view adds to this already sufficient explanation of feeling cut off from the others the unneeded, unthinking and unwarranted assertion that you also only are one conscious thing—a thing that to exist would have had to have won a series of sperm cell lotteries.)

And in your reasoning regarding personal identity you must apply the exact same logic as you would in the earlier imaginary awakening game. It is enormously more probable that your existence—your awakening to consciousness—had not depended on an absurdly improbable matching of actual winning sperm cells to the sperm cells that were required for you to emerge in a game as hard as the usual view of personal identity.

Note that the existence of winners in the usual view of personal identity makes it not one jot more probable that you were such a winner. The only view that can automatically place you among the unbelievably rare actual products of the sperm cell lotteries is universalism. In the usual view, you would virtually certainly have been left behind with all the potential persons that never made it into existence.

Let’s express this in terms of numbers. The number of atoms in the visible universe has about eighty digits. The chance of a fair coin matching a list of one thousand ‘heads’ and ‘tails’ would be one in a number that has three hundred and one digits. This improbability is already reached in considering just thirty-seven human begettings having each produced the right ancestor for your eventual existence. And then there are all the other begettings, human and earlier, that were required to turn out just right if you were to have emerged according to the usual view of personal identity. In other words, forget it!

So if universalism weren’t true, you can bet you wouldn’t be here

Just as coming into existence is easy, staying in existence is easy. You exist as all conscious things. Therefore, the death of one does not annihilate you. The implications of universalism are very big.

Note: The above “Brief Proof” comes from Arnold Zuboff’s (the originator of the Sleeping Beauty Problem) recently published book “Finding Myself: Beyond the False Boundaries of Personal Identity” This work is published under the CC BY-NC-ND license making it freely accessible for use and adaptation. I personally find no error in Zuboff’s argument, but I am curious if others find it to be on as solid a footing.