I appreciate your response, and I understand that you are not arguing in favor of this perspective. Nevertheless, since you have posited it, I have decided to respond to it myself and expand upon why I ultimately disagree with it (or at the very least, why I remain uncomfortable with it because it doesn’t seem to resolve my confusions).
I think revealed preferences show I am a huge fan of explanations of confusing questions that ultimately claim the concepts we are reifying are ultimately inconsistent/incoherent, and that instead of hitting our heads against the wall over and over, we should take a step back and ponder the topic at a more fundamental level first. So I am certainly open to the idea that “do I nonetheless continue living (in the sense of, say, anticipating the same kind of experiences)?” is a confused question.
But, as I see it, there are a ton of problems with applying this general approach in this particular case. First of all, if anticipated experiences are an ultimately incoherent concept that we cannot analyze without first (unjustifiably) reifying a theory-ladden framework, how precisely are we to proceed from an epistemological perspective? When the foundation of ‘truth’ (or at least, what I conceive of it to be) is based around comparing and contrasting what we expect to see with what we actually observe experimentally, doesn’t the entire edifice collapse once the essential constituent piece of ‘experiences’ breaks down? Recall the classic (and eternally underappreciated) paragraph from Eliezer:
I pause. “Well . . .” I say slowly. “Frankly, I’m not entirely sure myself where this ‘reality’ business comes from. I can’t create my own reality in the lab, so I must not understand it yet. But occasionally I believe strongly that something is going to happen, and then something else happens instead. I need a name for whatever-it-is that determines my experimental results, so I call it ‘reality’. This ‘reality’ is somehow separate from even my very best hypotheses. Even when I have a simple hypothesis, strongly supported by all the evidence I know, sometimes I’m still surprised. So I need different names for the thingies that determine my predictions and the thingy that determines my experimental results. I call the former thingies ‘belief,’ and the latter thingy ‘reality.’ ”
What exactly do we do once we give up on precisely pinpointing the phrases “I believe”, “my [...] hypotheses”, “surprised”, “my predictions”, etc.? Nihilism, attractive as it may be to some from a philosophical or ‘contrarian coolness’ perspective, is not decision-theoretically useful when you have problems to deal with and tasks to accomplish. Note that while Eliezer himself is not what he considers a logical positivist, I think I… might be?
I really don’t understand what “best explanation”, “true”, or “exist” mean, as stand-alone words divorced from predictions about observations we might ultimately make about them.
This isn’t just a semantic point, I think. If there are no observations we can make that ultimately reflect whether something exists in this (seems to me to be) free-floating sense, I don’t understand what it can mean to have evidence for or against such a proposition. So I don’t understand how I am even supposed to ever justifiably change my mind on this topic, even if I were to accept it as something worth discussing on the object-level.
Everything I believe, my whole theory of epistemology and everything else logically downstream of it (aka, virtually everything I believe), relies on the thesis (axiom, if you will) that there is a ‘me’ out there doing some sort of ‘prediction + observation + updating’ in response to stimuli from the outside world. I get that this might be like reifying ghosts in a Wentworthian sense when you drill down on it, but I still have desires about the world, dammit, even if they don’t make coherent sense as concepts! And I want them to be fulfilled regardless.
And, moreover, one of those preferences is maintaining a coherent flow of existence, avoiding changes that would be tantamount to death (even if they are not as literal as ‘someone blows my brains out’). As a human being, I have preferences over what I experience too, not just over what state the random excitations of quantum fields in the Universe are at some point past my expiration date. As far as I see, the hard problem of consciousness (i.e., the nature of qualia) has not been close to solved; any answer to it would have to give me a practical handbook for answering the initial questions I posed to jbash.
The 3 most important paragraphs, extracted to save readers the trouble of clicking on a link: