I am grateful for your continued engagement! Please be patient with my explanations since these are delicate issues that we are discussing, and I lack experience in fully conveying the complexity of what I know.
I think your whole approach is unsound
This site is called “Less Wrong”, is it not? You may be correct that my whole approach to truth is fundamentally misguided. However, I am trying my best, and I am willing to change! I trust that you have the same attitude towards finding the truth collaboratively.
You have no beliefs about state of the world.
I am not sure if I am interpreting this correctly. I think I have said plenty so far which indicates that I do have beliefs in the state of the world. However, I did say that there are very few things that I believe 100%. I do not think this is at all unreasonable, since an ideal Bayesian reasoner might also have high probability in many statements but not 100%.
I do have beliefs about the state of the world—it’s largely in agreement to the scientific consensus, not because I lack principles, but because I believe in human reason and the effectiveness of the scientific method. I do not think my religious beliefs are incompatible with a belief in human reason and scientific method.
Many religious people do have actual beliefs, they expect to find evidence of the flood or Jews in Egypt, or of miracles of Jesus, of all the figures mentioned in bible. As God is Truth, and would not egregiously lie, and stuff.
And by that authority they think the principles that the Bible and Church recommend are good and righteous. Why have principle of “being joyful”? Because God says so.
They think, why not principle of “being brave” that Thor commends? Because Thor does not exist, and holds no authority, as opposed to how Christian God exists, actually, verifiably.
I’ll grant that there exists a subset of religious believers who justify every belief on the dogma that they were taught. A still larger subset of believers will publicly explain their beliefs this way, but will admit a more complex epistemology in private. My experience has been that literal dogmatic belief tends to be true more of initial converts. As believers mature in their faith, they tend to realize the brittleness of dogma and the need to think in shades of gray and not in simplistic black-and-white rules. I searched to see if there is information on the internet on this—this is what I found https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zeal_of_the_convert . I am willing to bet that if you find people around you who have belonged to a religious group for 5+ years, they will agree with many of the nuances I am pointing out. The book Crazy for God, written by a missionary’s son also goes into the nuances of dogmatism vs. a more individualized belief. https://www.amazon.com/Crazy-God-Helped-Religious-Almost/dp/0306817500
But you, you have no disagreements about facts with atheists. You just think the Christian principles are great for some reason? Why not Neo-Pagan principles?
I find Christian principles great for two types of reasons. (1) because the God of Christianity truly exists, and (2) because independent of the existence of God, Christianity includes many values that I either directly agree with, or which lead to desirable outcomes, or both. I frankly have not spent much time looking at Neo-pagan principles, and I would be happy to update you on what I think of them, but at the outset the lack of a community or known cultural consequences of those principles makes me less interested in investing the time to consider them.
Why do I think a deity exists, and a specific one in particular? I wish I could give a good answer to that, but the best I can offer is an analysis of why I am not willing to give you a direct reason. Let me know if you would be interested in that analysis.