I think I’m trying to say something about the place where the tails don’t yet diverge too far yet, as if there is some sort of rough consensus morality zone where people might disagree on details but agree sufficiently with each other to disagreeing with me, about myself. But maybe I’m confused and that’s still incoherent (sorry)!
I wonder if I might have a wrong impression of myself. Maybe people who I see doing ethical things that I don’t do, who I would put above me in my personal version of an ethics distribution, would form a rough consensus where I’m in a worse percentile on average than I’d have guessed
I’m holding to this idea that it’s meaningful to consider in what percentile other people would put you, according to their own metric, and then do statistics over that, but I am neither a statistician nor a clever person so I’d be happy to be corrected :)
Is it more like a square root than an exponential? Don’t things get harder somewhat faster than the advantage you gain? Does it look like FOOM from where you’re standing?