In his memoir “Surely You’re Joking, Mr Feynman!” Feynman tells the tale of trying to watch himself fall asleep.
Eventually he gives up, deciding that he isn’t actually watching himself fall asleep. He is living out a different conscious experience, of attempting to retain a vestigial conscious experience as he drifts off to sleep, with the intention of reporting what “it” feels like. But what is “it”? After reflection he concludes that “it” is this different experience, which he lives out. But he never gets to observe himself fall asleep naturally. We cannot “observe” our own conscious experience. We can only live it. Living it leaves memory traces; we can talk about our conscious experience afterwards. We can adjust the balance of attention between inside and outside experience, paying more attention to internal experience. This may give use more to talk about. But we then talk about a different experience, with a different balance of inside and outside experience.
I felt threatened by this. At the time that I read “Surely You’re Joking” I was getting into Buddhist meditation and watching my thoughts come and go. I believed that I was watching my thoughts. Feynman told me I was wrong. I was meditating and experiencing a different ebb and flow of thoughts than if I wasn’t meditating. I wanted to know what my mind was up to. That is to say I wanted to know what my mind was up to when I wasn’t meditating. I fooled myself into thinking that meditating was like running a C program under GDB and I was observing the undisturbed operation of (my mind|the C program). In fact, all that I had done was to complicate my internal experience, giving myself more to talk about afterwards.
Chewing on this some more, I decided that, while Feynman was basically correct, he had missed a trick.
Suppose that Alfred’s motive for watching his mind as he falls asleep is that he is having trouble falling asleep. Alfred notices recurring thoughts about unfinished job X that makes him anxious and stops him falling asleep. The following day Alfred finishes X, and that night, well, it is time to split the hypothetical into two cases.
Case One: That night Alfred falls asleep easily. That is evidence that worries about X were indeed keeping him awake. He never got to observe himself worrying about X when he tried to get off to sleep in his usual way. But Alfred obtained useful information when he departed from his usual practice. The departure was in itself unpromising. He paid more attention to the swirl of annoying thoughts. That might be expected to make falling asleep harder. And maybe it did, on the night that he tried it. The important point is that the topology of the space of mental experience is not discrete. Different mental experiences maybe close to each other or distant from each other. Paying more attention to the swirl of annoying thoughts generated a different mental experience, but one that was close enough to paying less attention that it captured useful information.
Case Two: That night Alfred tossed and turned and took ages to fall asleep. That is evidence against the hypothesis that worries about X were keeping him awake.
We notice that Alfred’s attempt to diagnose his sleep problem was cheap. X probably needed doing eventually. Swapping around the order, XYZ, rather than YZX, is probably cost free. Case One is a good win. Case Two is neutral. Alfred doesn’t much care that watching himself fall asleep is epistemologically invalid. It was a gamble with a positive expected value, and worth taking.
And what of my attempts to use meditation to observe my mind? Philosophically doomed, I accept Feynman’s point. But is it useful? A cryptographer would notice that the secrets of my ordinary mental states are not secure. Meditation is a small disturbance. There are correlations between what my mind gets up to when I am meditating and what my mind gets up to when I am not meditating. Information leaks out. If I am willing to follow up on the “insights” that I gain from meditation with a bit of cryptanalysis, I can benefit.
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I, for one, have never heard of anyone observing someone else’s conscious experiences.
without being inscrutable. I don’t think that one can observe ones own conscious experience.
what makes consciousness so perplexing is its fundamental subjectivity, which comes down to the impossibility of external observation under any circumstances
I want to add the impossibility of internal observation. Yes, one can remember little bits and pieces of ones recent experience, and that permits a side channel channel attack on conscious experience more generally, by exploiting correlations between the contents of similar mental experiences. But that’s it. There is nothing like hooking up GDB to see what is really going on.
I think that conscious experience is as coherent and real as it needs to be for the brain to work. For example, I remember watching my cat leaping from my first floor kitchen window to the roof of next doors garden shed. Elegantly, yes, but after delay. I watched his gaze dart back and forth between his fore-paws and the shed several times before he leapt. Since there was a twenty foot drop to basement level, it is easy to understand. He saw the danger and thought to himself “That is quite a drop, I’d better get this right, estimate the distance three times, jump once, and all that. Actually it is not very far.” But not in English, and not so elaborately; just enough to keep him safe (for cat values of safe).
Maybe that counts as an external observation of consciousness? No! Daan Schetselaar and I agree: no.
What about internal observations of consciousness? After a fall, a human may be more careful and have that kind of inner dialogue. They can even repeat it to you if you ask why they are hesitating. I believe that there is an internal rehearsal loop for speech. We can organize our thoughts and check them before we open our mouths. Bits of consciousness end up in that loop, available to prompting or the practice of mindfulness. If that is what we mean by “observing consciousness” then “observing consciousness” is not mysterious. And if by “observing consciousness” we mean something more substantial, then I don’t think we can do it.
I do mean to dissolve the Doomsday Argument with a mind-bending reinterpretation of the philosophy involved.
It used to be fashionable to argue whether Bayesian probability is objective or subjective. I think that has died down and that people vaguely get that probability is situational.
When you are forced to reason probabilistically, due to having incomplete information, you are in a situation defined by the information you actually have. You have to use all of information. If you leave some out, you end up computing the probability for a different situation. If that changes the answer, you’ve done it wrong. You have computed the probability for somebody else’s situation, not yours.
Let me highlight the issue: probability is not a single number.
Ponder the situation of a space alien in the Andromeda Galaxy. His galaxy is on a collision course with the Milkyway. His anxious scanning of our Galaxy has revealed the planet Earth, and he has learned three basic facts. 60 billion humans so far. Some maybe 60 billion to come. Population of 10 billion, life expectancy of 80 years.
Since that is all he knows (Earth is a long way away, it is surprising he knows even that much) those 60 billion probably come over the next 480 years. That is the correct calculation for his situation. He doesn’t take that number very seriously. He has done a course in Bayesian reasoning and remembers the stuff about how probabilities lurch abruptly when a killer fact comes in. He remembers the set up for probability lurches: too little information. He notices that he has too little information about Earth, and expects the number to change dramatically if he got a little more.
Notice how different his situation is from ours. We know vastly more and have to do a vastly more complicated calculation. There are all sorts of relevant considerations.
When nuclear weapons are invented, we have to update by reducing our guess of the life time of the the human race, because we might blow ourselves up.
When we land on the moon, we should raise our guess a little, because of the hope of becoming an interplanetary species, and thus a little safer from meteorite wipe out.
Antibiotics—longer duration, we are not going to be wiped out by the Black Death.
Discover viruses—shorter duration, since antibiotics don’t work for viruses
Invent anti-viral medicines—longer duration, we aren’t going to be wiped out by HIV.
We suffer from an embarrassment of riches. We know a great deal that is relevant to how long the human race will last, we just don’t know what to do with all that information.
We could throw nearly all of it away and just use the most most basic facts. That allows us to calculate the probability of human extinction for an observer 10 million light years away, who knows only the most basic facts. But that is not a very interesting calculation, for we are here, not there, and know too much, not too little. Failing to use the information we have is a different situation from being too far away to see anything much.