Those who aspire to perfection

A short reply to the Book of Eliezer and a comment on the Book of Luke.

No one wants to save the world. You must thoroughly research this. Those who think they truly think they want to truly want to save the world, in reality they’re actually just horribly afraid of the consequences of not saving the world. And that is a world of difference.

Eliezer, you know that ridiculously strong aversion to lost purposes and sphexishness that you have?1 Sometimes, very rarely, other people have that too. And most often it is a double-negative aversion. I am sure you know as much as very nearly anyone what it feels like to work from the inside of a triple-negative motivation system by default, for fear of being as evil and imperfect as every other human in history, among other less noble fears. You quickly learn to go meta to escape the apparently impossible double-bindsif going meta isn’t itself choosing a sidebut by constantly moving vertically you never practice pushing to the left or to the right, or choosing which responsibility to sacrifice in the first place. And even if you could, why would you want to be evil?

And for this rare kind of person, telling them to stop obsessing over prudence or to just try to make marginal contributions, immediately gets pattern-matched to that ages-old adage: “The solution is easy, just shut up and be evil.”. Luckily it is this kind of person we can make the most use of, when it comes to the big crunch timeif we’re not already in it.

1We do not yet know how to teach this skill, and no one can be a truly aspiring rationalist without it, even if they can still aspire to perfection. That does mean I believe there are like maybe 5 truly aspiring rationalists in this community, a larger set of falsely aspiring rationalists, a further much larger set of of truly aspiring aspiring “rationalists”, and a further much much larger set of falsely aspiring aspiring “rationalists”. (3, 30, 300, 3000, say.) I don’t think anyone thinks about this nearly enough, because no one has any affordanceno affordance to not not-think about itespecially not when they’re thinking fuzzy happy thoughts about creating aspiring rationalists or becoming a rationalist.