Came for the Harry Potter fanfic, a positive vision of what do with atheism, and the anti-death ethos. Stayed for the good thinking.
I really like math and physics. I can program but am not a programmer—I’d have to learn how to make a website and struggle to handle more than a couple hundred LOC. Learning a little Haskell made me enjoy coding again, I’d like to get better at it.
I’m currently very bad at following through on commitments. I hope to fix this by tomorrow. I’ll probably fail, but I shoot for getting it down before my fifty thousandth tomorrow.

I think I happen to also have a second-order want to not want to help strangers. I don’t act on it (beyond wanting to roughly keep my meta selfishness-altruism allocation the same, or otherwise not want to increase my altruism too much), and have already made my decision basically final; but I’ve definitely considered it before.
There are also some actively sadistic desires paired with second order desires, though those are about the experience I feel instead of a terminal desire for harming others or for reallocating resources towards selfish gain. These I have never seriously entertained acting upon.
I sometimes fantasize that I’ll live to see humanity get the good ending and get to revel in simulated torture of non-sentient simulacra (or actors that feel no pain and take no real damage but are expertly pretending to).