Can you post references to new mathematical (or philosophical) proofs that you have solved so we can check the assertion that such altered states are beneficial? Have the results been peer reviewed or published (not that them not being peer-reviewed or published makes them any less valid but this gives a baseline of that others have checked your work)?
Also, what was your reasoning for doubting that you exist? How was Descartes proof insufficient?
A lot of body language, fashion, salesmanship, seduction, networking, influence, and persuasion are dependent entirely on heuristics and intuition.
In the real world those that have less access to these traits (being people of the autistic spectrum, for example) tend to have a much harder time learning how to accomplish any of the named tasks. They also, for most of those tasks, have a much harder time seeing why one would wish to accomplish those tasks.
Extrapolating to a being that has absolutely no such intuition or heuristics then one is left with the question of what it is that they wish to actually do? Perhaps some of the severely autistic really are like this and never learn language as it never occurs to them that language could be useful and so have no desire to learn language.
With no built in programing to determine what is to be desired and what is not to be desired and no built in programing as to how the world works or does not work then how is one to determine what should be desirable or how to accomplish what is desired? As far as I can determine an agent without human hardware or software may be left spending its time attempting to figure out how anything works and figuring out what, if anything, it wants to do.
It may not even attempt to figure out anything at all if Curiosity is not rational but a built in heuristic. Perhaps someone has managed to build a rational AI but has neglected to give it built in desires and/or built in Curiosity and it did nothing so was assumed to not have worked.
Isn’t even the desire to survive a heuristic?