I think I have a different perception of nature, and a much more positive one.
With every single life form I see, myself included… I look, and think, your parents survived until they brought children. And their parents survived until they brought children. And their ancestors. And their ancestors. All the way back, for 3 billion years, a single unbroken chain beginning in the first clump of life that hung on, that survived, that hung on, grew, diversified, learned, evolved, a chain of survivors longer than I can conceive. What lives in me now, what lives in all of us, went through this incredible forge, and survived. It has me mesmerised. I look at every strange, random thing, and think, this chose itself, it proved itself, it brought us here.
I look at my body and think, this is a freaking self-assembled nanomachine. I started with two cells, one in the literal nanorange, the other so small it can barely be seen, and that only because it already carried some building blocks for cannibalising later. And they self-assembled into an entire human being, every single step depending on the next, and enterprise that seems insane, and yet here I stand, and this body works. I breathe, I move; my heart cells began beating in the sixth week of pregnancy, and they have never for a single minute stopped since. I can consume practically any organic substance, and my body will disassemble it, and then reassemble it into more of me (how crazy is that?), while breaking down invaders and poisons in the process. I can be cut, and my body will automatically begin self-repairing. I can be invaded by hostile life forms, and have them eliminated. You can destroy a chunk of my brain, the very substrate of my mind, and it will reroute, rebuild, recover.
I walk into a forest, and I am overwhelmed by the beauty, the complexity, the balance of it. I look at plants and think, fuck, this thing is literally made of air. It stole the energy from the sun, grabbed some micros from the soil, and literally built itself out of thin air.
Every time in nature that I encounter something that seems destructive, I see new beginnings emerge from it, nothing wasted, everything re-entering the cycle. The forest fire that germinates the seeds. The flooded areas that have amphibians lay their eggs. The tree struck by lightning that becomes a home to birds and bats.The elaborate net of complex processes that attenuate each other, resilient to catastrophes, rebuilding. I watch the Chernobyl site recover into a jungle, and am in awe; a place which humans did their best to destroy, and nothing to rebuild, just retreated from… and that rebuilt itself. I see how life arounds me is in a constant process of adapting, shifting, making use of new opportunities, evading new threats.
I adore how even the most brutal and horrific thing has a logical explanation—not a kind one, but a true one. I look at this vast web that plays together like a clockwork more intricate than any we have ever made, but a clockwork that is never done, in which an item can be smashed, but then, the whole begins to shift, to change, and a new balance emerges. I laugh and weep at the beauty of it.*Life can be so cruel, so painful, but it is the reason we have sentience at all, feel anything at all. My very joy right now is the result of evolution, selected for its adaptive advantage.* Out of this dead planet, this broiling chaos, we got life, we got sentience, we got minds that can recognise themselves, and think about all this. Not given by a kindly God, or even an evil or uncaring one, but fought for, torn from death and against the chaos.
There is no God, not even an alien one. Noone wanted us here. Noone picked us. Life picked itself. It held together against entropy. Without breaking a single physical law, without magic, without cheating, we still managed to break the consequences and flaunt the result; I see it in every bird that, instead of falling like a rock, soars to the sky. I see it in humans who escape their gravity well. This overwhelming sense of survival, of defiance.
I’m a transhumanist, too. But for me, that does not feel like a contradiction to and opposition of natural life. It feels like its continuation. Something true to the very character of life, to resist, to become something better than there was, to forever change and adapt, to survive, to diversify, to thrive.
But for me, it is also entangled with the other lessons of life; that we are part of a complex whole that exists not for us, but for itself, our origin, and our home, a vast web of interdependence, carefully synchronised.
There are reasons for why nature is the way it is, and while it is not perfect, we need to think very, very carefully when we want to improve upon it as to why it is currently not. We have seen often that optimising for just one thing is nearly always short-sighted. We optimise for human nutrients and against pathogens, with perfect hygiene, and then find that we have starved our microbiome, and that is where we got our neurotransmitters, and destroyed our immune system. We kill the large predators, and then find the forest grazed to death. We produce substances impervious to biological decay, and rejoice, and then find that we have filled the planet with trash that nothing can eat, choking everything. We isolate and overdose micronutrients to get superhealth, and find that they suddenly make us sick without the whole foods they were in. We seal our roads to be perfectly smooth, and then get flooded as the water cannot drain. We fertilise our trees for perfect growth, and do not realise we killed their fungal partners in the process and destroyed their communication system. We protect the crops with pesticides, and find that the pollinators collapse. We discover and burn fossil fuels for abundant energy, and find we have destroyed the climate.
I do think nature can, and should, be improved upon. Improvement is at the very core of evolution, nature is never done, it is ever shifting, changing, reaching. It is not per se good at any one time, just the best it could do, and this best is created out of nothing but errors, the best errors that were selected. If you will, life is not right, but it is less wrong. So I do think it contains a wealth of knowledge and experience we do not immediately see, but that is crucially important, from all the improvements that already preceded us. There are so many apparent imperfections in nature that aren’t imperfect at all, but held in the pool for the unexpected moment where we will suddenly need them again. The blood disease that makes your blood less good at transporting oxygen… but makes you resistant against a severe epidemic. The stupid appendix that can kill you when infected… but is also the safe harbor for your microbiome that will recolonise and save you if its main home is destroyed. The queer offspring that will never reproduce… but that supports, without any competition, the children of their silblings, and so brings through children at times where the restricting factor isn’t birthing, but raising. The neurodivergent children who seems oddly terrible at so many things… but then startlingly brilliant at others.
Diversity is a massive strength of nature. It is the reason we do not all fall as one, that we can survive so much. The strange can become the utterly necessary in strange times. If you encounter something awful in nature over and over, it is generally tied to something good you have not yet figured out, as a consequence or condition or correlation, or has an unexpected use that is not yet apparent, but will be crucial when it does become apparent. It can be possible to take it out, and perfect nature. I love technology that actually does, that seemlessly and gently integrates into a system and makes it more stable, more diverse, that enables self-healing, that becomes a constructive part of the whole. I love using such things, I admire them, they seem the culmination of life as an engineer of its own world, of life not being created, but the thing that creates itself and transforms the world around it. I love things that seed new opportunities, stabilise what falters, enable something novel, heal. But when we view something at a glance, and notice something that seems silly, and eradicate it… we may also remove something else that was important. I think changes need to be done with knowledge, and great care, and observation, and consequences considered. Or what we create will not be better, but instead narrow, fragile, impoverished.
I think I have a different perception of nature, and a much more positive one.
With every single life form I see, myself included… I look, and think, your parents survived until they brought children. And their parents survived until they brought children. And their ancestors. And their ancestors. All the way back, for 3 billion years, a single unbroken chain beginning in the first clump of life that hung on, that survived, that hung on, grew, diversified, learned, evolved, a chain of survivors longer than I can conceive. What lives in me now, what lives in all of us, went through this incredible forge, and survived. It has me mesmerised. I look at every strange, random thing, and think, this chose itself, it proved itself, it brought us here.
I look at my body and think, this is a freaking self-assembled nanomachine. I started with two cells, one in the literal nanorange, the other so small it can barely be seen, and that only because it already carried some building blocks for cannibalising later. And they self-assembled into an entire human being, every single step depending on the next, and enterprise that seems insane, and yet here I stand, and this body works. I breathe, I move; my heart cells began beating in the sixth week of pregnancy, and they have never for a single minute stopped since. I can consume practically any organic substance, and my body will disassemble it, and then reassemble it into more of me (how crazy is that?), while breaking down invaders and poisons in the process. I can be cut, and my body will automatically begin self-repairing. I can be invaded by hostile life forms, and have them eliminated. You can destroy a chunk of my brain, the very substrate of my mind, and it will reroute, rebuild, recover.
I walk into a forest, and I am overwhelmed by the beauty, the complexity, the balance of it. I look at plants and think, fuck, this thing is literally made of air. It stole the energy from the sun, grabbed some micros from the soil, and literally built itself out of thin air.
Every time in nature that I encounter something that seems destructive, I see new beginnings emerge from it, nothing wasted, everything re-entering the cycle. The forest fire that germinates the seeds. The flooded areas that have amphibians lay their eggs. The tree struck by lightning that becomes a home to birds and bats.The elaborate net of complex processes that attenuate each other, resilient to catastrophes, rebuilding. I watch the Chernobyl site recover into a jungle, and am in awe; a place which humans did their best to destroy, and nothing to rebuild, just retreated from… and that rebuilt itself. I see how life arounds me is in a constant process of adapting, shifting, making use of new opportunities, evading new threats.
I adore how even the most brutal and horrific thing has a logical explanation—not a kind one, but a true one. I look at this vast web that plays together like a clockwork more intricate than any we have ever made, but a clockwork that is never done, in which an item can be smashed, but then, the whole begins to shift, to change, and a new balance emerges. I laugh and weep at the beauty of it.*Life can be so cruel, so painful, but it is the reason we have sentience at all, feel anything at all. My very joy right now is the result of evolution, selected for its adaptive advantage.* Out of this dead planet, this broiling chaos, we got life, we got sentience, we got minds that can recognise themselves, and think about all this. Not given by a kindly God, or even an evil or uncaring one, but fought for, torn from death and against the chaos.
There is no God, not even an alien one. Noone wanted us here. Noone picked us. Life picked itself. It held together against entropy. Without breaking a single physical law, without magic, without cheating, we still managed to break the consequences and flaunt the result; I see it in every bird that, instead of falling like a rock, soars to the sky. I see it in humans who escape their gravity well. This overwhelming sense of survival, of defiance.
I’m a transhumanist, too. But for me, that does not feel like a contradiction to and opposition of natural life. It feels like its continuation. Something true to the very character of life, to resist, to become something better than there was, to forever change and adapt, to survive, to diversify, to thrive.
But for me, it is also entangled with the other lessons of life; that we are part of a complex whole that exists not for us, but for itself, our origin, and our home, a vast web of interdependence, carefully synchronised.
There are reasons for why nature is the way it is, and while it is not perfect, we need to think very, very carefully when we want to improve upon it as to why it is currently not. We have seen often that optimising for just one thing is nearly always short-sighted. We optimise for human nutrients and against pathogens, with perfect hygiene, and then find that we have starved our microbiome, and that is where we got our neurotransmitters, and destroyed our immune system. We kill the large predators, and then find the forest grazed to death. We produce substances impervious to biological decay, and rejoice, and then find that we have filled the planet with trash that nothing can eat, choking everything. We isolate and overdose micronutrients to get superhealth, and find that they suddenly make us sick without the whole foods they were in. We seal our roads to be perfectly smooth, and then get flooded as the water cannot drain. We fertilise our trees for perfect growth, and do not realise we killed their fungal partners in the process and destroyed their communication system. We protect the crops with pesticides, and find that the pollinators collapse. We discover and burn fossil fuels for abundant energy, and find we have destroyed the climate.
I do think nature can, and should, be improved upon. Improvement is at the very core of evolution, nature is never done, it is ever shifting, changing, reaching. It is not per se good at any one time, just the best it could do, and this best is created out of nothing but errors, the best errors that were selected. If you will, life is not right, but it is less wrong. So I do think it contains a wealth of knowledge and experience we do not immediately see, but that is crucially important, from all the improvements that already preceded us. There are so many apparent imperfections in nature that aren’t imperfect at all, but held in the pool for the unexpected moment where we will suddenly need them again. The blood disease that makes your blood less good at transporting oxygen… but makes you resistant against a severe epidemic. The stupid appendix that can kill you when infected… but is also the safe harbor for your microbiome that will recolonise and save you if its main home is destroyed. The queer offspring that will never reproduce… but that supports, without any competition, the children of their silblings, and so brings through children at times where the restricting factor isn’t birthing, but raising. The neurodivergent children who seems oddly terrible at so many things… but then startlingly brilliant at others.
Diversity is a massive strength of nature. It is the reason we do not all fall as one, that we can survive so much. The strange can become the utterly necessary in strange times. If you encounter something awful in nature over and over, it is generally tied to something good you have not yet figured out, as a consequence or condition or correlation, or has an unexpected use that is not yet apparent, but will be crucial when it does become apparent. It can be possible to take it out, and perfect nature. I love technology that actually does, that seemlessly and gently integrates into a system and makes it more stable, more diverse, that enables self-healing, that becomes a constructive part of the whole. I love using such things, I admire them, they seem the culmination of life as an engineer of its own world, of life not being created, but the thing that creates itself and transforms the world around it. I love things that seed new opportunities, stabilise what falters, enable something novel, heal. But when we view something at a glance, and notice something that seems silly, and eradicate it… we may also remove something else that was important. I think changes need to be done with knowledge, and great care, and observation, and consequences considered. Or what we create will not be better, but instead narrow, fragile, impoverished.