Like, when I head you say “your instinctive plan-evaluator may end up with a global negative bias” I’m like, hm, why not just say “if you notice everything feels subtly heavier and like the world has metaphorically lost color”
Because everything did not feel subtly heavier or like the world had metaphorically lost color. It was just, specifically, that most nontrivial things I considered doing felt like they’d suck somehow, or maybe that my attention was disproportionately drawn to the ways in which they might suck.
And to be clear, “plan predictor predicts failure” was not a pattern of verbal thought I noticed, it’s my verbal description of the things I felt on a non-verbal level. Like, there is a non-verbal part of my mind which spits out various feelings when I consider doing different things, and that part had a global negative bias in the feelings it spit out.
I use this sort of semitechnical language because it allows more accurate description of my underlying feelings and mental motions, not as a crutch in lieu of vague poetry.
Because everything did not feel subtly heavier or like the world had metaphorically lost color. It was just, specifically, that most nontrivial things I considered doing felt like they’d suck somehow, or maybe that my attention was disproportionately drawn to the ways in which they might suck.
And to be clear, “plan predictor predicts failure” was not a pattern of verbal thought I noticed, it’s my verbal description of the things I felt on a non-verbal level. Like, there is a non-verbal part of my mind which spits out various feelings when I consider doing different things, and that part had a global negative bias in the feelings it spit out.
I use this sort of semitechnical language because it allows more accurate description of my underlying feelings and mental motions, not as a crutch in lieu of vague poetry.