Ah. I guess this could feel vaguely similar to a certain kind of self-loathing energy that I have sometimes ran across (which among other things would grimace in disgust when remembering some things I’d done and then want to grimace so extremely that my own neck/facial muscles would end up strangling me, fun times). The exact flavor of the energy feels different though, but I could imagine other people having a version of the same that was closer to this post’s flavor.
Ah. I guess this could feel vaguely similar to a certain kind of self-loathing energy that I have sometimes ran across (which among other things would grimace in disgust when remembering some things I’d done and then want to grimace so extremely that my own neck/facial muscles would end up strangling me, fun times). The exact flavor of the energy feels different though, but I could imagine other people having a version of the same that was closer to this post’s flavor.