For a while I’ve been thinking about writing a continuation to the “Is there something fundamentally wrong with the Universe?” question. I’ve read through the answers, and it isn’t that hard to build upon them and further investigate the issue. But something is seriously holding me back, and I’m not quite confident I know perfectly what it is.
Part of it is that I don’t see the comments as that challenging to refute, in many ways. There are loopholes, contradictions and incoherence. At the same time, I don’t know the answer either.
The obvious problem with saying that something is fundamentally flawed, is that on a physical level I am also fundamentally flawed. For all I know, the answer might be right there, under my nose, and I have no way of seeing it, till I either stumble across it and find a way to “discover” it, or someone points it out to me, and helps me in my pursuit of understanding it.
So what is the question I want an answer to? To me, I guess I see this question more as a multifaceted puzzle, a long-term source of joy, entertainment and contentment in my life. A meaning-giving activity, on the high-end of what gives my life purpose and interest. And as such, I want good stimuli, to find someone to really challenge me, someone who wants to delve into this with me, and for whom I can be the same source of entertainment.
I am writing in the hopes of finding someone who sees in the question a source of long-term entertainment and meaning-making. Not so much the questions themselves, but the complexities that arise from interacting, challenging and delving into them holistically, wholeheartedly and passionately, and try to answer them within ourselves, and within a social context.
I don’t have many qualms writing, but I choose not to. Is it arrogance, dispassion, self-devaluing, or a mixture of all of them and more? If I were to give the feeling words, it says something like “I don’t want to waste words. - Direct my hand to those that want to hold it tightly, and not just try holding everyone that comes my way.” But how do I do that? How would the people who would derive optimal joy from having me in their life, and me from them, know about me, without me telling them? Is it time to become a believer in “the law of attraction” or serendipity?
As an intuitive person, I know that some things are a sign of a bigger issue. Some feelings are safe to ignore, move past, challenge or transform. But not this one. This one needs “an answer”—a concrete action, that is different from what I have been doing so far.
Which is confusing—because I don’t know how to achieve it. Is there a way to just pierce the fourth wall somehow, and be “Hey, you, yes you, want to hang for a lifetime?” *Googling fourth wall piercer, DIY*
For a while I’ve been thinking about writing a continuation to the “Is there something fundamentally wrong with the Universe?” question. I’ve read through the answers, and it isn’t that hard to build upon them and further investigate the issue. But something is seriously holding me back, and I’m not quite confident I know perfectly what it is.
Part of it is that I don’t see the comments as that challenging to refute, in many ways. There are loopholes, contradictions and incoherence. At the same time, I don’t know the answer either.
The obvious problem with saying that something is fundamentally flawed, is that on a physical level I am also fundamentally flawed. For all I know, the answer might be right there, under my nose, and I have no way of seeing it, till I either stumble across it and find a way to “discover” it, or someone points it out to me, and helps me in my pursuit of understanding it.
So what is the question I want an answer to? To me, I guess I see this question more as a multifaceted puzzle, a long-term source of joy, entertainment and contentment in my life. A meaning-giving activity, on the high-end of what gives my life purpose and interest.
And as such, I want good stimuli, to find someone to really challenge me, someone who wants to delve into this with me, and for whom I can be the same source of entertainment.
I am writing in the hopes of finding someone who sees in the question a source of long-term entertainment and meaning-making. Not so much the questions themselves, but the complexities that arise from interacting, challenging and delving into them holistically, wholeheartedly and passionately, and try to answer them within ourselves, and within a social context.
I don’t have many qualms writing, but I choose not to. Is it arrogance, dispassion, self-devaluing, or a mixture of all of them and more? If I were to give the feeling words, it says something like “I don’t want to waste words. - Direct my hand to those that want to hold it tightly, and not just try holding everyone that comes my way.”
But how do I do that? How would the people who would derive optimal joy from having me in their life, and me from them, know about me, without me telling them? Is it time to become a believer in “the law of attraction” or serendipity?
As an intuitive person, I know that some things are a sign of a bigger issue. Some feelings are safe to ignore, move past, challenge or transform. But not this one. This one needs “an answer”—a concrete action, that is different from what I have been doing so far.
Which is confusing—because I don’t know how to achieve it. Is there a way to just pierce the fourth wall somehow, and be “Hey, you, yes you, want to hang for a lifetime?” *Googling fourth wall piercer, DIY*
Wishing myself luck on this one.