FWIW these questions have standard answers in Christian doctrine: he didn’t want to be tortured to death, but he wanted to do God’s will more than he not-wanted to be crucified.
Sure, but don’t forget that in Christian doctrine Jesus=God. This vastly complicates the issue, God-the-Father demands that God-the-Son die on behalf of the sins of humanity, which God-the-Son doesn’t want to do but is willing to do because it’s what God-the-Father requires to bring Himself to forgive people and He may have been ordered to as well. I don’t know what would happen if God disobeys Himself.
Sure, but don’t forget that in Christian doctrine Jesus=God. This vastly complicates the issue, God-the-Father demands that God-the-Son die on behalf of the sins of humanity, which God-the-Son doesn’t want to do but is willing to do because it’s what God-the-Father requires to bring Himself to forgive people and He may have been ordered to as well. I don’t know what would happen if God disobeys Himself.