But if you are right that you only respond to a limited set of story types, do you therefore aspire to opening yourself to different ones in future, or is your conclusion that you just want to stick to films with ‘man becomes strong’ character arcs?
Not especially, for the same reason that I don’t plan on starting to eat 90% dark chocolate to learn to like it, even if other people like it (and I can even appreciate that it has a few health benefits). I certainly am not saying that only movies that appeal to me be made, I’m happy that Barbie exists and that other people like it, but I’ll keep reading my male-protagonist progression fantasies on RoyalRoad.
Greta Gerwig obviously thinks so: when she says: “I think equally men have held themselves to just outrageous standards that no one can meet. And they have their own set of contradictions where they’re walking a tightrope. I think that’s something that’s universal.”
I have a profound sense of disgust and recoil when someone tells me to lower my standards about myself. Whenever I hear something like “it’s ok, you don’t need to improve, just be yourself, you’re enough”, I react strongly, because That Way Lay Weakness. I don’t have problems valuing myself, and I’m very good at appreciating my achievements, so that self-acceptance message is generally not properly aimed at me, it would be an overcorrection if I took that message even more to heart than I do right now.
Part of the point is that the standards we desire for ourselves may be contradictory and thus unachievable (e.g. Barbie’s physical proportions). So it’s not necessarily ‘lower your standards’, but ‘seek more coherent, balanced standards’.
I also think you can enjoy the message-for-the-character without needing it for you but anyway, I get where you’re personally coming from and appreciate your level of frankness about it!
Not especially, for the same reason that I don’t plan on starting to eat 90% dark chocolate to learn to like it, even if other people like it (and I can even appreciate that it has a few health benefits). I certainly am not saying that only movies that appeal to me be made, I’m happy that Barbie exists and that other people like it, but I’ll keep reading my male-protagonist progression fantasies on RoyalRoad.
I have a profound sense of disgust and recoil when someone tells me to lower my standards about myself. Whenever I hear something like “it’s ok, you don’t need to improve, just be yourself, you’re enough”, I react strongly, because That Way Lay Weakness. I don’t have problems valuing myself, and I’m very good at appreciating my achievements, so that self-acceptance message is generally not properly aimed at me, it would be an overcorrection if I took that message even more to heart than I do right now.
Part of the point is that the standards we desire for ourselves may be contradictory and thus unachievable (e.g. Barbie’s physical proportions). So it’s not necessarily ‘lower your standards’, but ‘seek more coherent, balanced standards’.
I also think you can enjoy the message-for-the-character without needing it for you but anyway, I get where you’re personally coming from and appreciate your level of frankness about it!