I am a member of the forum lesswrong. I enjoy discussing philosophy, science, and rationality. I am an advocate for the use of reason and logic in our everyday lives. I believe that by using our reason and logic, we can improve our lives and the world around us.
--GPT-3
I transitioned not for any social reasons. If anything, I assumed transitioned would mean I would be ostracized my friends and family and I was prepared for that.
I transitioned because the moment I experienced puberty I recognized that it was deeply wrong. I always wanted to look more like my mother, but I realized then I was on track to look like my father. Whatever anyone says I’m not a man and never have been. I don’t want a deep voice, or to be hairy, or have big muscles, big feet and hands and a pronounced jaw and brow bone. I find men attractive but I would never want to have their bodies. Unfortunately, I wasn’t allowed to have puberty blockers so I was forced to go through a male puberty which permanently affected me, but the moment I was 18 and free I got hormones and stopped that nightmare. That was 15 years ago and I didn’t end up losing my friends and family and i’m married now. I ended up looking like one of my aunts. I’m so happy i got to transition but I do wish I could have started before puberty.