Thanks, Cassandra, that was the information I was looking for.
It’s interesting that others have shared this experience, trying to distance ourselves from, control, or delete too much of ourselves—then having to undo it. I hadn’t read of anyone else having this experience, until people started posting here.
The idea of having to reweave yourself out of immediately available parts is startling to me—I remember my own recovery as being more like a chain of “Undos” to restore the original state. I wonder what the alternative would have been like, but I’m not going to try it again to see!
Thanks, Cassandra, that was the information I was looking for.
It’s interesting that others have shared this experience, trying to distance ourselves from, control, or delete too much of ourselves—then having to undo it. I hadn’t read of anyone else having this experience, until people started posting here.
The idea of having to reweave yourself out of immediately available parts is startling to me—I remember my own recovery as being more like a chain of “Undos” to restore the original state. I wonder what the alternative would have been like, but I’m not going to try it again to see!