Obviously, when I’m awake, I enjoy life, and want to keep enjoying life.
Perhaps that is not so obvious. While you are awake, do you actually have that want while it is not in your attention? Which is surely most of the time.
If you are puzzled about where the want goes while you are asleep, should you also be puzzled about where it is while you are awake and oblivious to it? Or looking at it the other way, if the latter does not puzzle you, should the former? And if the former does not, should the Long Sleep of cryonics?
Perhaps this is a tree-falls-in-forest-does-it-make-a-sound question. There is (1) your experience of a want while you are contemplating it, and (2) the thing that you are contemplating at such moments. Both are blurred together by the word “want”. (1) is something that comes and goes even during wakefulness; (2) would seem to be a more enduring sort of thing that still exists while your attention is not on it, including during sleep, temporarily “dying” on an operating table, or, if cryonics works, being frozen.
I think you’ve helped me see that I’m even more confused than I realised! It’s true that I can’t go down the road of ‘if I do not currently care about something, does it matter?’ since this applies when I am awake as well. I’m still not sure how to resolve this, though. Do I say to myself ‘the thing I care about persists to exist/potentially exist even when I do not actively care about it, and I should therefore act right now as if I will still care about it even when I stop due to inattention/unconsciousness’?
I think that seems like a pretty solid thing to think, and is useful, but when I say it to myself right now, it doesn’t feel quite right. For now I’ll meditate on it and see if I can internalise that message. Thanks for the help!
Perhaps that is not so obvious. While you are awake, do you actually have that want while it is not in your attention? Which is surely most of the time.
If you are puzzled about where the want goes while you are asleep, should you also be puzzled about where it is while you are awake and oblivious to it? Or looking at it the other way, if the latter does not puzzle you, should the former? And if the former does not, should the Long Sleep of cryonics?
Perhaps this is a tree-falls-in-forest-does-it-make-a-sound question. There is (1) your experience of a want while you are contemplating it, and (2) the thing that you are contemplating at such moments. Both are blurred together by the word “want”. (1) is something that comes and goes even during wakefulness; (2) would seem to be a more enduring sort of thing that still exists while your attention is not on it, including during sleep, temporarily “dying” on an operating table, or, if cryonics works, being frozen.
I think you’ve helped me see that I’m even more confused than I realised! It’s true that I can’t go down the road of ‘if I do not currently care about something, does it matter?’ since this applies when I am awake as well. I’m still not sure how to resolve this, though. Do I say to myself ‘the thing I care about persists to exist/potentially exist even when I do not actively care about it, and I should therefore act right now as if I will still care about it even when I stop due to inattention/unconsciousness’?
I think that seems like a pretty solid thing to think, and is useful, but when I say it to myself right now, it doesn’t feel quite right. For now I’ll meditate on it and see if I can internalise that message. Thanks for the help!