Here’s an example for you: I used to turn the faucet on while going to the bathroom, thinking it was due simply to having a preference for somewhat-masking the sound of my elimination habits from my housemates, then one day I walked into the bathroom listening to something-or-other via earphones and forgetting to turn the faucet on only to realize about halfway through that apparently I actually didn’t much care about such masking, previously being able to hear myself just seemed to trigger some minor anxiety about it I’d failed to recognize, though its absence was indeed quite recognizable—no aural self-perception, no further problem (except for a brief bit of disorientation from the mental-whiplash of being suddenly confronted with the reality that in a small way I wasn’t actually quite the person I thought I was), not even now on the rare occasion that I do end up thinking about such things mid-elimination anyway.
Here’s an example for you: I used to turn the faucet on while going to the bathroom, thinking it was due simply to having a preference for somewhat-masking the sound of my elimination habits from my housemates, then one day I walked into the bathroom listening to something-or-other via earphones and forgetting to turn the faucet on only to realize about halfway through that apparently I actually didn’t much care about such masking, previously being able to hear myself just seemed to trigger some minor anxiety about it I’d failed to recognize, though its absence was indeed quite recognizable—no aural self-perception, no further problem (except for a brief bit of disorientation from the mental-whiplash of being suddenly confronted with the reality that in a small way I wasn’t actually quite the person I thought I was), not even now on the rare occasion that I do end up thinking about such things mid-elimination anyway.