So, I’m hearing that you like looking at others but touching by yourself. Sounds ace to me. ;) I think mad has the right of it: seems likely you’d find benefit by exploring the asexual scene and see just how much variation is to be had in what many think of as a tiny slice of sexuality. Even if you eventually decide that label just isn’t for you, you’ll likely learn a lot and get a better idea how to continue your journey of self discovery (excuse the cliche, but it applies).
So, I’m hearing that you like looking at others but touching by yourself. Sounds ace to me. ;) I think mad has the right of it: seems likely you’d find benefit by exploring the asexual scene and see just how much variation is to be had in what many think of as a tiny slice of sexuality. Even if you eventually decide that label just isn’t for you, you’ll likely learn a lot and get a better idea how to continue your journey of self discovery (excuse the cliche, but it applies).