(If anyone has any ideas/relevant information about getting over not wanting to look stupid, please do share …)
Don’t worry, you can’t possibly look worse than I did.
Part of my motivation to involve myself in rationalism is a hope that I can learn ways to imagine better (more usefully, maybe.)
I wanted to be around people who can point out my flaws and argue with me effectively and tell me things I didn’t know. I wanted to be held to higher standards, to actually have to work hard to earn respect. I’m not getting that in other areas of my life. Here, I get it. (: I am so grateful that I found this. People will challenge you and make you work, and find your flaws, but that’s a blessing. Embrace it.
Don’t worry, you can’t possibly look worse than I did.
I wanted to be around people who can point out my flaws and argue with me effectively and tell me things I didn’t know. I wanted to be held to higher standards, to actually have to work hard to earn respect. I’m not getting that in other areas of my life. Here, I get it. (: I am so grateful that I found this. People will challenge you and make you work, and find your flaws, but that’s a blessing. Embrace it.