I got my entire foundation torn down, and with it came everything else.
It all came crashing down in one giant heap of rubble.
I’ll just rebuild, I thought—not realizing you can’t build without a foundation plan.
So all I’ve ended up doing was shift through the rubble, searching for things that feel right.
Now I am back, in a very literal sense, to where I all began, so much was built, so many things destroyed and corrupted, and a major piece ended and got buried.
And all I got is “what the eff am I doing here?”
The obvious answer is “yelling at the sky demanding answers” and being utterly ignored.
I guess as per usual it is all up to me, except I don’t know how to rebuild myself……again.
I got my entire foundation torn down, and with it came everything else.
It all came crashing down in one giant heap of rubble.
I’ll just rebuild, I thought—not realizing you can’t build without a foundation plan.
So all I’ve ended up doing was shift through the rubble, searching for things that feel right.
Now I am back, in a very literal sense, to where I all began, so much was built, so many things destroyed and corrupted, and a major piece ended and got buried.
And all I got is “what the eff am I doing here?”
The obvious answer is “yelling at the sky demanding answers” and being utterly ignored.
I guess as per usual it is all up to me, except I don’t know how to rebuild myself……again.
F…..