I suspect that you may have it worse than average person, because you are intellectual worker and intellectual achievements tend to be unsatisfying, in a sense that when you discover something, you feel “eureka” moment and then you feel like you knew it forever. It’s even worse with intellectual process, because, in my experience, you forget all fruitless branches and backtracking of thought process almost like it was a dream.
I suspect that you may have it worse than average person, because you are intellectual worker and intellectual achievements tend to be unsatisfying, in a sense that when you discover something, you feel “eureka” moment and then you feel like you knew it forever. It’s even worse with intellectual process, because, in my experience, you forget all fruitless branches and backtracking of thought process almost like it was a dream.