If I am capable of deliberate self deception, I want to believe that I am capable of deliberate self deception.If I am not capable of deliberate self deception, I want to believe that I am not capable of deliberate self deception.
If I am capable of deliberate self deception, I want to believe that I am capable of deliberate self deception.
If I am not capable of deliberate self deception, I want to believe that I am not capable of deliberate self deception.