Have you read arguments against the probability you’ll be dead in < 5 years? Or tried searching for weakpoints in these arguments.
Like in general if you mostly listen to arguments for X and few arguments for not-X then X will seem looming and dire. I don’t know what conclusion you should come to, but if you’re in that position I’d try casting your eyes in the other direction.
Have you read arguments against the probability you’ll be dead in < 5 years? Or tried searching for weakpoints in these arguments.
Like in general if you mostly listen to arguments for X and few arguments for not-X then X will seem looming and dire. I don’t know what conclusion you should come to, but if you’re in that position I’d try casting your eyes in the other direction.