there appears to be no way for me to neutrally discuss these doubts with a psychiatrist
Why not discuss openly with one psychiatrist (or therapist!), then choose another to exaggerate if you decide to experiment.
Also, note that I don’t think psychiatrists are particularly averse to experimenting with drugs with few long term consequences or risks.
Why not discuss openly with one psychiatrist (or therapist!), then choose another to exaggerate if you decide to experiment.
Also, note that I don’t think psychiatrists are particularly averse to experimenting with drugs with few long term consequences or risks.