After the shootout, investigators who searched the car reported finding a cache of tactical gear, including a ballistic helmet, a night-vision device, face respirators, two-way radios and dozens of hollow-point bullets. They also located Youngblut’s journal, which according to prosecutors contained “cypher text” and writings about her psychedelic experiences.
“This lsd trip seems pretty mellow,” she allegedly wrote. “i fell kinda high vibrationy maybe more so than other lsd trips?”
From https://www.sfchronicle.com/bayarea/article/ziz-lasota-zizians-rationalism-20063671.php: