which is great but a bit emotionally difficult when I’d spent basically my whole career with the goal of heroically solving an almost impossible problem
I feel exactly the same way. You have put it into words perfectly.
I want to make sure we’re not fooling ourselves into perpetuating a problem that might not exist but gives us ‘meaning’, as many nonprofits are wont to do; but at the same time I’m not confident that the problem is solved and we should still be watchful. But it feels a lot less meaningful to go from “hero that will solve alignment” to “lol Paul Christiano solved alignment in 2017, we just didn’t know it yet, we’re just being careful now”. And it’s important to be careful, especially with astronomical stakes!! But it feels less meaningful.
I feel exactly the same way. You have put it into words perfectly.
I want to make sure we’re not fooling ourselves into perpetuating a problem that might not exist but gives us ‘meaning’, as many nonprofits are wont to do; but at the same time I’m not confident that the problem is solved and we should still be watchful. But it feels a lot less meaningful to go from “hero that will solve alignment” to “lol Paul Christiano solved alignment in 2017, we just didn’t know it yet, we’re just being careful now”. And it’s important to be careful, especially with astronomical stakes!! But it feels less meaningful.