I didn’t see the contradiction in that the goal state was unreachable; I saw the contradiction as “I will should myself to the place where I don’t use shoulds anymore”, as opposed to something like “I wish I were the sort of person who used wishes instead of shoulds”. In the first case, you can’t remove the ‘last should’ because it’s structural to why you don’t have other shoulds.
I didn’t see the contradiction in that the goal state was unreachable; I saw the contradiction as “I will should myself to the place where I don’t use shoulds anymore”, as opposed to something like “I wish I were the sort of person who used wishes instead of shoulds”. In the first case, you can’t remove the ‘last should’ because it’s structural to why you don’t have other shoulds.