As this sounds a bit like me, reading the Bible might lead you towards atheism.
I’d also consider asking why (Christians you disagree with) followed such a different path, if you feel inclined to believe any form of 2 Corinthians 5:17 and you can find anyone whose views you definitively consider wrong.
(I was going to say, ‘LaHaye and Jenkins to the rescue!’ But perhaps you’d better start with Fred Phelps.)
As this sounds a bit like me, reading the Bible might lead you towards atheism.
I’d also consider asking why (Christians you disagree with) followed such a different path, if you feel inclined to believe any form of 2 Corinthians 5:17 and you can find anyone whose views you definitively consider wrong.
(I was going to say, ‘LaHaye and Jenkins to the rescue!’ But perhaps you’d better start with Fred Phelps.)