Well, I’m not quite sure if I’d say I have a “story”, but there was definitely a series of factors that pushed me toward becoming a rationalist. As a child, any time I was involved in some sort of group vote, upon winning or losing (being in the majority or minority), I noticed that my desire was focused more on whether I won or lost, rather than whether the agreement the majority reached was fair or not. I suddenly stopped being a majoritarian, and began seeking the right answer, rather than the “right” answer. This was further reinforced by subsequent uses of rhetoric I noticed people using to strengthen their arguments. I thought “this person is using connotations rather than logic to make himself sound right, if he actually believed he was right he wouldn’t need to do that”. Soon enough, I realized that I didn’t care much for winning arguments, I just wanted to be on the side of it that’s correct. Mario party also helped because it got me thinking not just about what to do to win (forward planning) but also whether a win was earned or handed out by luck (backward analysis).
Well, I’m not quite sure if I’d say I have a “story”, but there was definitely a series of factors that pushed me toward becoming a rationalist. As a child, any time I was involved in some sort of group vote, upon winning or losing (being in the majority or minority), I noticed that my desire was focused more on whether I won or lost, rather than whether the agreement the majority reached was fair or not. I suddenly stopped being a majoritarian, and began seeking the right answer, rather than the “right” answer. This was further reinforced by subsequent uses of rhetoric I noticed people using to strengthen their arguments. I thought “this person is using connotations rather than logic to make himself sound right, if he actually believed he was right he wouldn’t need to do that”. Soon enough, I realized that I didn’t care much for winning arguments, I just wanted to be on the side of it that’s correct. Mario party also helped because it got me thinking not just about what to do to win (forward planning) but also whether a win was earned or handed out by luck (backward analysis).