When I read these stories, I always feel guilty. I became non-theist. I simply stopped believing in it; there was no grappling with theological or historical issues, I just stopped believing. A bit flipped one day and I’ve never been able to believe since; I can’t even conceptually access my pre-flip self.
Sometimes I wonder, though, if my version isn’t more true. Everyone else could also be subject to the flip but seek to rationalize it. Later I went through many attempts to “find religion” but couldn’t. I can’t help but womder if lukeprog’s research wasn’t a similar process of post-flip grappling rather than it’s source.
When I read these stories, I always feel guilty. I became non-theist. I simply stopped believing in it; there was no grappling with theological or historical issues, I just stopped believing. A bit flipped one day and I’ve never been able to believe since; I can’t even conceptually access my pre-flip self.
Sometimes I wonder, though, if my version isn’t more true. Everyone else could also be subject to the flip but seek to rationalize it. Later I went through many attempts to “find religion” but couldn’t. I can’t help but womder if lukeprog’s research wasn’t a similar process of post-flip grappling rather than it’s source.