I hated this post because it called me out on a fundamental level. I suppose i worship a degree of mystery, despite being determinist, I think that the world is far to large in its totality for any given human or singular communicating group of humans to fully comprehend ( and always will be due to the constraints of our biology and collective behaviour). As such, the humbling blows that consistently come out of ones blind spot, to me are beautiful and worthy of awe. Despite my best efforts and my objective progress in those efforts, I will always be humbled periodically and marvel at the complexity of the world we inhabit. In this moment, and perhaps in error, I view it as a large entity, interconnected and interdependent through the opacity of cause and effect on a grand scale. In this way i see myself both as a discreet separate entity to the ′ rest of the world’ but also as a participant, and I believe this feeling is beneficial to my life and to others who share this awe, yet it risks falling into this category of mysterious answers to mysterious questions. It too must be scrutinised. I must say, though, it can be such a lovely thought that it is hard to not just allow it to overcome.
I hated this post because it called me out on a fundamental level. I suppose i worship a degree of mystery, despite being determinist, I think that the world is far to large in its totality for any given human or singular communicating group of humans to fully comprehend ( and always will be due to the constraints of our biology and collective behaviour). As such, the humbling blows that consistently come out of ones blind spot, to me are beautiful and worthy of awe. Despite my best efforts and my objective progress in those efforts, I will always be humbled periodically and marvel at the complexity of the world we inhabit. In this moment, and perhaps in error, I view it as a large entity, interconnected and interdependent through the opacity of cause and effect on a grand scale. In this way i see myself both as a discreet separate entity to the ′ rest of the world’ but also as a participant, and I believe this feeling is beneficial to my life and to others who share this awe, yet it risks falling into this category of mysterious answers to mysterious questions. It too must be scrutinised. I must say, though, it can be such a lovely thought that it is hard to not just allow it to overcome.