Learning about this (several years ago) has caused me grievous emotional harm. I feel like I am surrounded by people who would happily torture me at no direct increase in utility to themselves and that it is illegal not to mention considered insane for me to protest this. In my mind it is summarized as “I am afraid of death, therefore I will torture people who are dying.”
Has anyone else had this response to learning about how medicine currently works?
Learning about this (several years ago) has caused me grievous emotional harm. I feel like I am surrounded by people who would happily torture me at no direct increase in utility to themselves and that it is illegal not to mention considered insane for me to protest this. In my mind it is summarized as “I am afraid of death, therefore I will torture people who are dying.”
Has anyone else had this response to learning about how medicine currently works?