I’m astonished. Absolutely on my ass.
You used your guilt when having “useless activities” to actually do something productive! Why on Earth didn’t I think of that? I feel quite like you explained, never satisfied or relaxed by activities not improving my skills and my intellectual abilities. But, following my entourage’s advices, I always tried to force myself to enjoy “having fun”. Whereas I should have done the opposite!
I’m astonished. Absolutely on my ass. You used your guilt when having “useless activities” to actually do something productive! Why on Earth didn’t I think of that? I feel quite like you explained, never satisfied or relaxed by activities not improving my skills and my intellectual abilities. But, following my entourage’s advices, I always tried to force myself to enjoy “having fun”. Whereas I should have done the opposite!
Thank you. Really.