17 years old, self-taught state control—looking for people who actually get this

I’m 17 and just discovered I’m Ni-dom (INTJ most likely). Before I knew what any of this was, I’d already built my own system for triggering flow states on command and reading my subconscious signals.

The weird part: it works. I went from not knowing what JSON was in July to building multi-agent AI systems now. When I let my intuition just observe without overthinking, my subconscious pulls patterns from everything I’ve ever experienced and creates routes I couldn’t logically think my way to.

I’ve also developed this two-part system where I read intuitive signals (different intensities, like frequencies), then filter them through logic to find the optimal path. I can trigger deep flow at 9am at my desk every single day now.

But I caught myself trying to use this on casino games thinking I could “feel” the right plays. That’s when I realized—this could easily slide into delusion if I don’t learn to ground it properly.

The real problem: I don’t have anyone to talk to about this. Everyone IRL either thinks I’m crazy or doesn’t understand what I’m describing. I need people who:

  • Actually think like this (other Ni-doms with ADHD maybe?)

  • Have developed this further than me and can spot my blindspots

  • Can tell me when I’m bullshitting myself vs when I’m onto something real

I’m not looking for validation or academic discussion. I’m looking for actual people I can have conversations with who understand what it’s like to think this way.

Anyone here relate? Or know where I should actually be looking for this kind of community?