It sounds like you’re fed up with how the world is.
One way of getting better strategies for dealing with that is to talk to a professional. It’s something I’d highly recommend if you’re having suicidal thoughts. If you’re in the US, the national suicide prevention line can connect you immediately with a counselor: 1-800-273-8255.
If you’re in a different country, there are likely free resources for that country as well.
It sounds like you’re fed up with how the world is.
One way of getting better strategies for dealing with that is to talk to a professional. It’s something I’d highly recommend if you’re having suicidal thoughts. If you’re in the US, the national suicide prevention line can connect you immediately with a counselor: 1-800-273-8255.
If you’re in a different country, there are likely free resources for that country as well.